I’m getting more and more excited for this move to Switzerland.
Tis gonna be great.

If everything works out well enough (which I’m almost certain it will), I might just end up staying there for foeva. I already have a job set up in Germany for next year so  we shall see.

:D

I can’t stop thinking about everything, it’s all so weird. I’ve never had anyone close to me be taken away. And maybe we weren’t that close recently, but in the time we spent together, you and me and everyone we were with, I felt like you all were my family and that just makes this a million times harder. I feel like that part of me left when you did. Now I just want you to be here, not even for me, but for everyone else because we all miss you so much.

And also maybe because then I can go on feeling like that part of me still exists. I said it before and I’ll say it again, the time I spent with you was the time in my life that I felt most alive. I thank you for that even though it wasn’t all you, it was everyone in the group. But you were a part of that group and I’ll never forget those weekends.